I'm sorry I ever thought you felt the same way,
I'm sorry I ever thought you wouldn't leave my side, but time passes and we all got our own paths, don't even bother of keeping up to each other, unfollowing all social media accounts cuz u couldn't care a particle abt me cuz well yea I mean nothing. I know I suck as a friend, I know I bottle stuff too much and I tend to overthink. But one thing that swallows me inside is the fact that I can't forget people. I remember. I remember you made me feel safe. I remember you made me feel sure. I remember you were always there. At least, I thought so.
Little did I know that I was making u uncomfortable, I was being annoying and my presence is unwanting. What in the world was I thinking when I thought you would appreciate my presence when my absence sounds better. Sorry if I was clingy, sorry bcs I am. I cling to people who I think will stay. Who I think is never gonna walk away. The sad truth is, people come and go. I realise that I have to leave the door open bcs they say if u love someone, u gotta let them go. If they love you too, they will comeback. I'm sorry I forgot to leave the door open so you made your way out through the window. I was giving you your own space so I didn't realise you fleeing away.
Now I know, nothing lasts forever;
favourite shows have the last episode,
favourite food have an expiry date,
favourite outfits tend to pale &
maybe favourite people have to go.
Even though maybe we shall never cross paths again, I hope you know that you are still in my mind. I'm never good at goodbyes. Everything you've ever liked reminds me of you. Sorry I can't forget. Sorry I'm annoying :')
xoxo, ex-partner
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